You know how hard being me

How hard i have to not loving you anymore

How hard i'm trying to hate you but i can't

How hard i tell myself to forget a loser like you

How hard i have to act that i'm happy but actually i'm not

How hard i have to fake a smile everyday

How hard to see you happy without me
to see you forget about me
to see you forget who i am to you before
to see you forget all our memories
to see you just ignored me for being sad
because of you

Just
why do you have to be so mean?
why do you have to leave me without any answer?
why do you have to treat me this way?

why do you leave me a scar that hurt so much
why


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